Hearing God After Spiritual Abuse
My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. John 10:27 Wow, God seemed to talk a lot to my leaders in my Christian cult! Shockingly, His divine messages seemed to focus on how I...
View ArticleMeeting one of my Heroes or how I became audacious again
I was born in an elevator of the hospital my mom was rushed to. When I had a plan, I would see it through! Naturally gifted with an adventurous, envelope pushing attitude, I started to hang around the...
View ArticleSweet Freedom
All my life, I have been addicted to sugar. Mind you, I was born and raised in Germany, where the streets are paved with chocolate and we bathe in creamy cocoa. In other words, with sweets being so...
View ArticleLeaving a Cult With or Without a Spouse – Video Blog
Christina shares her experience on leaving a cult with her spouse. Source
View ArticleWhy Talk About Spiritual Abuse?- Video Blog
Christina shares her thoughts on why spiritual abuse is an important topic. Source
View ArticleGoodwill or Roadkill? – Video Blog
Christina compares her experience in a Christian cult with the Christ she believes in now. Source
View ArticleForced Fasting – Video Blog
Christina shares medical and spiritual thoughts about being forced to fast by a faith group. Source
View ArticleBird Box for Christians – Video Blog
Christina shares some of her experiences with “the end times” and how her views have changed. Source
View ArticlePrison Cell
I am an “outskirts millennial” and used to think that people running around constantly on the phone must be really important, cool people. How I desired to be special! Beginning to watch “Homecoming”...
View ArticleWhy Children Break off all Contact with their Parents – Video Blog
In this video Christina shares how not being in touch with her “self” as a person made her vulnerable to spiritual abuse and allowing others to tell her who she was allowed to have contact with… not...
View ArticleGod’s Love – Video Blog
Christina shares some thoughts on what happens to your theology when you focus on the love of God. Shout out to David Hayward, the Naked Pastor: Source
View ArticleHarshness in the name of Jesus – Video Blog
Christina shares what she has learned form C. Baxter Kruger and why she believes harshness has no place in the church. Source
View ArticleWhy I am Not Naming Names – Video Blog
Christina shares her reasons for focusing on educating about what spiritual abuse is rather than accusing people publicly of spiritual abuse. Source
View ArticleDoes God Require You to Sacrifice Your Dreams? – Video Blog
I share my take on the often abusive teaching “of laying down your dreams on the altar” to be killed, by taking a new look at the story of Genesis 22! Source
View ArticleIdentifying & Overcoming Spiritual Abuse – Video Interview with Christina...
How many times have I tried to write my experiences and musings down, get it all out, since I joined and got kicked out of an Evangelical cult… I don’t know anymore. I wanted to get a nicely structured...
View ArticleChildren are Not the Cost – Vlog
I share my thoughts on the myth that God needs you to sacrifice your relationship to your children and family in order to help grow His kingdom. Also, I am pointing to the fantastic song “Intervention”...
View ArticleOn Moving On, Green Light by Lorde – Video Blog
Boy, did Lorde’s “Green Light” inspire me to think about moving on from trauma! Check the song out here if you’d like: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zJuygTp7ydE Also talking about Carl Jung and...
View ArticleCobra Kai and My Cult
Hey guys, I am going to share how the fantastic youtube-tv show Cobra Kai has reminded me of my cult experience. You will also hear me talk about, in light of the topics of the show, my take on what I...
View ArticleIn Sickness and in Hell 1 – Unforgiveness? – Video Blog
This vlog marks the first in a new series of vlogs! I am discussing common ideas that are being shared by unhealthy groups when it comes to sickness. In this one I am exploring the idea that God might...
View ArticleIn Sickness and in Hell 2 – Infertility and Disobedience Toward Leaders – Vlog
In this very personal vlog I am sharing my experiences with things surrounding fertility/birth/miscarriage and how the evangelical cult I was part of abused people with topics surrounding this. Because...
View ArticleDemon Possession Causing Mental Illness? – In Sickness & in Hell – Video Blog
Disclaimer: if what I am sharing isn’t helpful to your journey, please put it on a shelf! As always, I am revisiting practices/teachings of my evangelical cult and how those have affected me. You will...
View ArticleSpiritual Stranger Danger Talk! – Vlog
Trigger warning: In this vlog, a PSA of sorts, I compare sexual abuse prevention to the prevention of spiritual abuse and give the “Stranger Danger Talk” my own twist. Source
View ArticleUsing the Lord’s name in vain
For damage to qualify as "spiritual abuse" the context of it occurring must involve some concept of "god". My white evangelical, YWAM inspired, cult in Germany knew no restraint pointing to "god" as...
View ArticleNever fall for Spiritual Abuse again! Video
Let me share two original poems and my best advice as to not fall for spiritual abuse ever again!https://youtu.be/tMPtKaPbyz0 Source
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